Life and times of a new farmer/homesteader
A word of thanks, and an apology. {
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This morning I was very frustrated and angry at a comment I saw on one
of my blog postings. I proceded to write a very long and
vitriolic diatribe in response, when a new friend here asked me if I
had gotten any sleep yet. I told her that no, I was too angry to
sleep, and told her why, and showed her the post I was planning on
putting up.Well, needless to say, I didn't post my diatribe, and I don't regret that at all. I would have regretted many of the things I was about to say. I might not have come back here, and I so enjoy it here. My new friend help calm me, helped me realize that my problem was me, not any one elses opinions, and generally got me back into a rather peaceful frame of mind. I'm sorry that I exposed her to that side of me, my anger, but I am glad she was there for me. I'm really glad I didn't expose everyone else here to that side of me. I'm not perfect, I never will be. I'm working on progress, not perfection. I get frustrated, and I get angry, and I try to work through those feelings and emotions instead of letting them explode out of me. This morning I quite nearly let my darker side take over, and the results were quite ugly. If it weren't for my friend helping me calm down and help me see what I was about to do and say, I know I would have regretted it. I'm not a violent person, never have been, but I can truly have a wicked tongue. Thank you my friend, and you know who you are, and I'm sorry if I caused you any discomfort. You are a true friend and quite a blessing. You are in my prayers of thanks. I feel much better now. Thank you. Blessings, Raymond { Last Page } { Page 99 of 181 } { Next Page } |
